[Dear memories, Looking back from the past til know I see that everything changed for the better reason. If everyone had been glued to the same wishy washy reality I dont think none of us would of been strong enough face today. I can deffinelty say it all changed in just one night; maybe the night we all learned to survive without eachother? To love someone more deeply than we had ourselves. However it is between us all. I want you to know ive moved on; let go, stopped picturing the memories that made me so happy&so terribly sad. I can exualy breathe now. The only thing I didnt let go& never will is that I simply love you. That will never change even when everything else does; But its okk, I still love the Toby memories& the Synergy laughs and maybe even when I shook my big ass down birch street. yeah I certainly never will forget. ever. love, me.]